Monday, August 30, 2010

Mee kuning + Masak lemak Cili api ?


yes Masak lemak cili api with yellow shi noodle... bwahah

Defy was telling me he had this dish with mee... yup mee kuning....i didn't respond to him about how ridiculous for me to have masak lemak cili api with mee kuning.. but i was so eager to try i keep going to the market to find kani...... huhuhu

lastly my mum and i decide to have nasi lemak instead for breakfast.... anyway.. so we went to hoe aik a local supermarket after we went hunting for kani... and there they was .. siting there .. 3 of em... and i tell my mum can we have crab instead.. so she agree.. i quickly grab kani and mee kuning and start cooking.......

the taste: surprisingly yummie

we still left 1 and a half kani in the pot for sahur.... huhu didn't get the chance to fully submerge the mee because mum need the tang- she ate it with rice lah as usual..... huhu my masak lemak may look a little dull but since we are using chili padi kampung... small amount is enough to flame the whole kitchen..... will do this again.... soon!

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Win a HP Mini and X-Mini speakers weekly by taking part in the contest... jom ar wei


simple... just click the link and follow the steps and you are a step away to Win a HP Mini and X-Mini speakers weekly by taking part in the contest... jom ar wei .. tak salahkan.. untung sabut timbul :D

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Banyak


sebenarnya banyak benda aku nak tulis... banyak nak share... banyak yang aku peningkan....
semalam lepas balik dari iftar...(semuanya salah zaini) aku rasa teruk sangat.... macam wake up call untuk aku... sekarang ni macam banyak sangat berlaku.. i am hoping that i wouldn't loose my faith... i 've been doing to much planing lately and i hate to say none of them executable.... each and single things there is pros and cons and i am not sure what to do.. well wish me luck thou.... pening sangat rasa macam nak sepak semua benda depan mata. huh.... target nak kawin lagi +- 2 tahun tapi

option one.. kalau aku sambung belajar +2 years dari sekarang am 29 ++ tak boleh kawin jugak cari duit pulak.....
option two.. kalau dapat confirm kat uthm + 1 years teaching + 2 years studying + 5 years contract.... = umur aku 35....
option three= tak ada

hurm apa lah nasib.. by the time sekarang kawan kawan aku dah kawin beranak pinak.. atleast dah kawinkan cukuplah.. untuk aku hurm.. mood kawin pun tak ada.. dulu arwah walid janji nak nikahkan sendiri.. now walid dah tak ada aku cuma kejar nak anak je.. which kalau aku kawin tahun lepas aku dah ada anak sorang.. how do i know this.. i just know... sebab time to kawan kawan rapat aku semua preggy... macam berjangkit time tu... well saje berangan... Entahlah...
sebenarnya aku plan nak ada anak sebelum 30 merely because of my health tu je....

haritu masa pergi gath Maisarah boleh tanya bila aku nak kawin.. alamak tgk dia kendong 2 anak senget jugak kepala aku.. i am about to plan my life but now seeing all of my friend already finish executing that part... hurm un explanable .... aku pulak ada ibu.... sini je lah.. tengok kalau rezeki aku tak ada kat uthm ni.. minta maaf lah... student phd and master under prof mus semua blah UMP... ahaks saya nak nyusul jugak tak kira..

mecha, realtime processing and grid... which one.... malas betul nak cari journal with part-time job + hobby which turn to part-time job, and sign part-time job..... pening tak.. aku pun pening habis dah ni... not to say i can't coup... just that... am a little lost with my future... what la

please Dear ALLAH make this happen for me......
buat masa ni aku cukup happy ngajar kat FKMP.. bukan sebab apa.. mungkin sebab i met a wonderful friends....which is now replace my best friend back in Dips and Bachs .... sangat comfortable okay.... some how it does push me to work harder... slowly i was suck into it.... hehehe suka ah sebab i never intended to touch any mathematical book ini pulak thermodynamics.. when i look at my collegue... i was inspired.. just because aku ni pemalas tahap dewa to think.... i always skip the question that i dislike and now... i have to make myself some what flexible... sweet....

raya dah dekat.. ibu lately tense manjang.. which lead me to felt the aura to.. and yes... r***** telah wujud di facebook.. apa maksud ayat ni nampaknya aku sorang je tau...... kenapakah.....

p.s sorry i used to date 1/2 of ur class/school mate... hahahaha... entah siapalah kawin dengan aku esok ni mesti pening.. tapi aku rasa jodoh aku orang dekat kat hati ni je...... kawan kawan, bekas rakan sekerja, atau kawan sekampung... sekali mak aku cakap kawin dengan orang johor je lah... tak munkin lah kot <== tak mungkin.... ibu ibu... kan dah bagi tahu..... sekali aku lastly hidup sendiri.. choi choi choi...

owh hati aku sakit bila terima panggilan telefon dari orang tua itu.. hati aku sakit sangat.... rasa macam cerita saya sepasang kasut karangan masa kecik kecik dulu... masa cantik bersih di basuh di jemur di kapur.. bila mula lusuh.. basuh pun sekadar basuh.... kapur sebab nak color putih je.... pastu.. kena buang... hanyut kat sungai.. tak ada tempat berteduh... terdedah kepada keganasan cuaca... akhirnya ter-biodegradable....

JANGAN KAHWIN YANG 6


Pesanan Rasulullah saw untuk kaum Lelaki : "Jangan engkau kahwini wanita yang en...am, jangan yang ananah, yang mananah, dan yang hananah dan jangan engkau kahwini yang hadaqah, yang basaqah dan yang syadaqah".

1.Wanita Ananah : wanita yang banyak mengomen itu dan ini. Apa yang diberi atau dilakukan suami untuk rumahnya tangga semua tidak kena dan tidak berpuas hati.

2.Wanita Mananah : wanita sebegini yang menidakkan usaha dan jasa suami sebaliknya mendabik dada dialah yang banyak berkorban untuk membangun rumah tangga. Dia suka mengungkit-ungkit apa yang dilakukan untuk kebaikan rumah tangga. Biasanya wanita ini bekerja atau berkedudukan tinggi dan bergaji besar.

3.Wanita Hananah : Menyatakan kasih sayangnya kepada suaminya yang lain, yang dikahwininya sebelum ini atau kepada anaknya dari suami yang lain dan wanita ini berangan-angan mendapatkan suami yang lebih baik dari suami yang sedia ada. Dalam kata lain wanita sebegini tidak bersyukur dengan jodohnya itu. Wanita sebegini yang mengkufuri nikmat perkahwinan. Dia juga merendahkan kebolehan dan kemampuan suaminya.

4.Wanita Hadaqah : melemparkan pandangan dan matanya pada tiap sesuatu, lalu menyatakan keinginannya utk memiliki barang itu dan memaksa suaminya untuk membelinya selain itu wanita ini suka ikut nafsunya. Wanita sebigini memeningkan kepala lelaki. Dia tenguk apa saja dia mahu. Dia suka membandingkan dirinya dengan diri orang lain. Suka menunjuk-nujuk. Wanita inilah yang menjadikan suami dulu handsome sekarang suah botak.


5. Wanita Basaqah : ada 2 makna:

Pertama wanita sebegini yang suka bersolek dan menghiaskan diri. Dia menghias diri bukan untuk sumainya tetapi untuk ditunjuk-tujukkan kepada dunia. Suka melawa. Wangnya dihabiskan untuk membeli make-up, kasut dan barang kemas. Wanita begini juga suka dipuji-puji. Kalau dia kebetulan menjadi isteri orang ternama dan menjadi pula ketua dalam kumpulan itu, orang lain tidak boleh mengatasi dirinya.

Kedua dia marah ketika makan dan tidak mahu makan kecuali sendirian dan diasingkannya bahagiannya.

6.Wanita Syadaqah : banyak cakap, tidak menentu lagi bising. Kebecokan itu juga menyebabkan segala kerja yang dibuatnya tidak menjadi, hanya tukang sibuk dan komen saja.

---Dicatat oleh Imam Al-Ghazalli...Wallahu'alam.

Semoga kita dijauhi daripada golongan wanita sebegini... Amin

Salam Ukhwah..~
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by: -Tok Wan

my note: hurm sebenarnya aku dah jumpa seseorang yang terdekat perangai kat suami macam ni.... tapi tak boleh nak cakap kan takut berjangkit..... Ya Allah aku redha atas siapa yang kau datangkan kepada ku.... janganlah aku perlakukan seperti wanita yang di sebut di atas ini

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

OneRepublic - Secrets (Official HD Music video) youtube vids + lyrics



I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And every day I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold?
I don't really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Confuse

Was busy today.... almost 10 students call me today.. yang paling best session Zaini pun call =.="' rupanya salah info... huhu

he called today. agaknya tak puas dia sakitkan aku... funny how did i put myself there dulu.... how can i stand him....

pelik.. lepas ugut...tu ni tu ni + blame blame blame.... at the end he still said i am going to get you.... ape sebenarnya masalah dia... tak habis habis peningkan kepala....tak penat ke... apa yg dia dapat buat aku macam ni.. because i felt pretty much confuse...

while Defy.. his problem was like urgh messing with his emotional state... actually am okay with he being truthful to his feeling and frustration ... just that i need him today for my problem... seems like this 6 years... 6/7 of my problem cuma aku je yang tau... 1/7 tu sikit dia ni tau sikit yang dia tu tau, sikit defy tau... yg lain kadang kadang aku pejam je mata... i don't run.. just that the loop was endless... tak pe lah.... nak buat mcm mana... terpaksa juga lalu jalan ni..... aku boleh patah balik untuk tengok je apa yang aku lalu.... i just have to walk straight and hopefully there will be the light am waiting for all this whle... kalau tak dapat 7/7, 3/7 okay gak.

the only thing i know.. it is true thou.. i always bright for wrong reason and failed for things that important.

on the other note: don't worry i keep my faith, believe and hope always in server up state...

kesian my friend today she call and vent her problem. i keep asking her to pray harder went she attend her sunday services, i am sure she will survive her problem.. i wish i can be like her... more aggressive on one side. maybe she should follow me instead, just be patient.... because they need space too.. i meant those guys... i do mind not to contact but max is two dayslah so far... long distance nothing much can be done...

seems like all of us yang tak kawin lagi ni semuanya long distance... tak skype, msn, tak msn, sms, tak sms, idd, tak idd, tak tau lah nak respond apa.... for me jodoh.. hurm that question is not in my todo list now.... i am all behind in much more important part... surviving :D

Sunday, August 08, 2010

Butter cake and men similarity


well yup guy is emo... proven in research and yes they exactly like baking butter cake....

1. you have to separate yolk from the egg- yes if you see here, man can do what ever they want say what ever they one but not us.... because they are the egg white and we are the yolk

2. whisk egg white until stiff peak , if you turn the bowl upside down it wont fall of... - the similarity: we have to consistently take care of them and once you pause for few minute... it will comeback to the original state..... remember their feelings matter the most...

3. slowly add 1 yolk at a time..... they will change you little by little... and almost to discrete.... faint hearted woman cepat cepat tukar...

4. on a different down mix in butter and sugar until it batter turns white.... they can have sweet side sometimes.... this is when they with their friend..... faint hearted woman.. either you being understanding and they step on you or.... being completely queen control...... if they were my brothers you are lucky they just falls for it.. but get it girls... the real world are not as lucky as some other woman... they will start to get bored of you and this will lead to something else.... trust me i do it too last time (Mojo tak bagus, Quality queen control dalam diri kurang sangat)....at the end i was the one being hurt badly.....

5. now you have to mix together the butter batter and the egg.....

6. stir in only in one direction .. the batter will ruin if you mix it in like mad hatter .... similar to guys....it is either you follow their way or you follow their way....

7. spice it up> choose your flavoring......well 70% of the men i know cheated with their wife and always have a back up girlfriend.. this is how they live their life

8. bake it... if you follow all the rules you will have a firm, fluffy moist and lovely cake... if you failed.... not today maybe tomorrow something will happen... by right the smallest thing can happen is either your in laws hate you, his friend hate you or he will cheated on you.... worst ... hurm i think you know where am i going with this

9. garnish.. depends if you garnish it differently all the time... people might not know you use the same batter all the time.... this it the key to manipulate ....

______________________________

there is this one guy.... i think i can understand his feeling .. we some what experience similar thing same year.... he was under my expectation.... he is unbelievably emo... one second he such a lovely friend , the next second half he is a complete ass.... come on... there is people care about you ....just try to be nice... it is not crime okay to be nice...

before this i was followed.. hate sms was my best friend... being hated.... isolated...remove from...left... and frust is norm to me

but now i have a spy... i rejected a guy simply because he is completely unreliable.... he promise all the time, he runs from problem.. he join a stupid brotherhood bullshitz..... he break his promise 15-30 minute after making it... he like to say "Yelah siapalah saya ni" ... you must be really pathetic... haven't u heard

Don't be humble... you're not that GREAT
Golda Meir - Israeli (Russian-born) politician (1898 - 1978)

anyway this fella before i change my status to "in relationship".. he keep pushing me,said that i am being choosy and i don't appreciate him... he brag and show off to people if he got chance to bring me out last time.. now every single one of his friend bugging me,and label me as a player..... if not in ym, it will be face to face or facebook... ridiculous.. i regret going out with him last time....those few time is a complete mistake... he even tell my ex + best friend that he date me now... hello soalan pertama
kau boleh baca Quran flawlessly ke? pernah masuk tilawah tak? ko tau tak ceramah kat TV 9 n Oasis pukul berapa... if you cant answer this, jangan berangan!. i am sorry because my boyfriend will text me to watch it,that if it is really important to him ... ha ni dah masuk bab riak ni aku..... (berangan tahap max ni... but i do wish for that n my future okay siapa taknak suami baik....nakal mana pun aku ...aku masih nak lelaki yg boleh bimbing )

firstly i wanted to marry a guy who can teach me.... orang melayu kata BIMBING

secondly you don't need to be good looking engineers or doctor to be my guy, or brand conscious .... i like handy man... i like the person who don't need brotherhood or friends to build up their confident and empire....

thirdly i like guy who are family man.. thou i am his wife... he still focus all of his money and love to his parents... not me... there will be a time for me and my kids..... ni pulak masa couple.. no!... we don't need to date and spend money for that ...... there is a lot of thing we should consider before spend it for dating, outing and all... parents, life and contingency plan .... nanti nak kawin kan senang *wink* (pergh cakap macam tiap tiap bulan tak squeeze the bank for paying bills-n kalau datang sure sure habis RM50++ gak... mesti ada barang tersangkut)

forth we involve with each other life every step(I am your lover, wife, Girlfriend, Friend, best friend, partner and planner... you should be mine too)... and no one should know about us until we are ready...

fifth ... stability... and trustworthy...... you don't need to be a superman or batman.... just somebody who i can lean on... simple.. things like promise, words, simple task are done without any excuse... and there no need a reason why you are here with me and vice verse ....

we simply complete each other.... and there is only you and me.... protected by Allah will...

Saturday, August 07, 2010

Recipe, cook and dine in

Anyway i was watching travel and living this whole week... i always find that channel is some what boring .. anyway but i am up to try every recipe in

World Café Asia

(there is bebek bertutu instantly i think of fara.... she once brag about it) and

i found this blog http://makan-apa.blogspot.com/ ...

maybe i will try one or two recipe. Just that i am totally turn off by her black pepper chicken... maybe her twist is to make it as malay possible... but no go for me(well the first black pepper chicken i cook was 11 years ago... after i try them in one hotel, I decided to replicate the recipe... and i wont change the recipe.... ) it was a nice blog with some recipe wanted to try... but yes with alish twist -remove some ingredient that wasn't exactly fit in there....but her idea of what to cook fascinate me.... uh i miss my nephew and nieces why aren't they back in BP.... huhu they seems to love balik kampung to be tortured by my mum with math from 8am to 10pm. the only break they get is lunch dinner and praying... hahaha... i am sure my mum happy with this since she failed to torture my sibling and i to do homework's all the time... :P.... ti ish misses you .. come back please i will cook something nice :D

offsite: damn you key board before this i hardly keyed in 'r' now 'i'

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Goo Goo Dolls- Sympathy Live on youtube + Lyric


Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don’t need
(all I wanted)
And what I chased won’t set me free
(all I wanted)
And I get scared but I’m not crawlin’ on my knees

Oh, yeah
Everything’s all wrong, yeah
Everything’s all wrong, yeah
Where the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
Take these things, so I don’t feel
I’m killing myself from the inside out
And now my head’s been filled with doubt

We’re taught to lead the life you choose
(all I wanted)
You know your love’s run out on you
(all I wanted)
And you can’t see when all your dreams aren’t coming true

Oh, yeah
It’s easy to forget, yeah
When you choke on the regrets, yeah
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
And all these thoughts you stole from me
And I’m not sure where I belong
And no where’s home and no more wrong

And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn’t be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the dark and all the lies were all the empty things disguised as me

Mmm, yeah
Stranger than your sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy
Mmm hmmm mmm

Hear You Me (May Angels Lead You In) - Jimmy Eat World + Lyrics




There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god couldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.