Saturday, June 26, 2010

Michael Jackson - Speechless (Lyrics + youtube Vids) and a note about you...



Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
SpeechlessYour love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."
__________________

Funny .... I was struggling to deny my self how i feel about you..... how bad i want you to be with me.... I've waited for you..... I finally meet you... but why my heart tells me it is to good to be true.....
The the cold night was warmth by you.....
but deep inside me tells me it was never real...

i saw your pages.... the question about jealousy pop into my head....
but i can't deny how much i am jealous with the flowers seems to consistently hugging you, caress you,
praise you....
but i was not in that pages....

whenever i miss you...
i reached for my phone... to call you ...to text you
to know where are you ...
how are you...
i wanted to ask you
do you know what you are to me...
but I am scared. if i ask you ...... you will no longer there
....
how i longed to be with you....
AISHITERU

Monday, June 21, 2010

A bone to Pick


Well 4 Things bothers my weekend

1. Hamreeza post on Adeq going back to Terengganu and yup i miss them all

2. Fathers day was celebrated with Migraine and my nose blocked.... out of forcing my head to stop thinking... I Miss Walid so much...

3. Frustration towards appointment agreed

4. i can't sleep... last night was my 6th..... am sleepless and there goes my skin

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

Puteri Saadong's story continues

Puteri Saadong's story continues

well i don't know where to start... maybe possibilities is what should we overview here.. if she said she will not claim the throne than it is okay i guess....
it is weird to find i love to read this kind of stories.... funny but maybe it is the truth .

have you heard of possibilities of out history has been retorted by the British....

there is so many other possibilities about our history.... we might just not aware about it or we just don't care about it....
history is where we know where we belong to... history teach us to stop making the same mistake... but will people do it for the sake of their future ... that's is totally up to the person himself....

i on the hand would try as much to do scavenging on my part of history... but i failed most of the time......

Embrace history!

Friday, June 04, 2010

Cupcake for Diyana + surprise bday party and farewell party

yup i didn't expect anything since i am sure we had my farewell party together with P.n Sam n En. Hatta...... i just wanna give adik cupcake since i will not be around next week... so i came in today instead

i was suppose to drop my cupcake and leave smc but ham seem to stalling me with all sort or reason... and kak jam said something about birthday. maybe the forget to tell me about en hatta so.... i guess...
but to my surprise there was my name on the cake... i am surprise and thrill..... THANK YOU

some picture i would like to share

The cupcake I prepared for Diyana's Farewell

The Cake they bought for me and En Hatta

The Gift


huhu siap rasa seram nak bukak :P
open sesame

Token from En. Hatta + cards
the hello kitty is actually a speaker (they ask me do i like the color- answer: hell no) LOVE IT SO MUCH macam tetau je my sonicgear = pagal.... dang wish i can plug in the speaker to my subwoofer but... obviously cannot
this is where i jakun... USB punya pasal
opening zana's gift........
i love shamrock.... i got it... don't care if it is clean and clear freegiftThe Food
Food: pulut kuning adik, kari ayam ham, meatball spaghetti kakjam, karipap/epok-epok, popcorn, sambal tumis eyeda
drinks: A&W, Coke, 100plus
group picture

Dear SMC (my friend, my family who is also my colleague),
thank you for the surprise pot luck. i never expected it before.. i know i shouldn't read the letter...especially zana's...i relief that i read it back home.. thanks .. it is lovely.. i am sorry i drew that line.... just for the sake of my self... i know i left SMC in a hurry... it just that i can't stand myself.... my disappointment..... i am happy to know all of you....... and i love you guys alot... thanks for keeping up with me... and thank you for the sense of belonging we shared together...... i am sorry if i ever hurt any of you.. but you know i meant no harm.... please halalkan everything that i use/take/eat/etc purposely or unintentionally..... thank you for all the hard work... thank you for letting me be myself... thank you for all the support.... and thank you for being you..... and and thank you for being there.........

I wish that everyone in SMC will reach greater success in your life.

love,
alish

p.s i use to do this to....
party planning.... miss you guys already :( maaf i am sure this cost you gusy alot..... :'(