Monday, May 24, 2010

The Malay Chronicles: Bloodlines (Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa) + Trailer

Okay so one of my friend in FB share the trailer from youtube and i just join or like the Facebook page and copy the official website and i still don't know when it will be on air in Malaysian cinemas.. the like page did provide a very little info about it... so does the web site but do enjoy the trailer

Trailer one

Extended Trailer

Stephen Rahman-Hughes, Jing Lu, Gavin Rees Stenhouse, Craig Robert Fong, Eric Karl Henrik Norman, Keith Chong, Keith Chong, W. Hanafi Su, Dato' Rahim Razali, Khir Rahman, Ummi Nazeera, Nell Ng, Jehan Miskin, Umi Aida, Kuswadinata, Mano Maniam, Ravi Sunderlingam

p.s on other note i hate jihan miskin... on second note.... give it a break guys.... it's Malaysian born movie try to watch it first and if it is not good then comment..... cammon i read UUK when i was little...... and i in favor of something like so what if the story is out of track.....
posted kat FB i want to watch this..... dah ada orang PM saying it suck... what are you -AI? so you guys want me to stick to movie like adnan sempit is it... cammon or glued to raja lawak..... but the word coming soon macam harry potter pulak? pelik why the shaman is not like what i imagine... but still can wait and i might have a chance to bring ibu for her First Cinema experience and i would like to see some Malay clothing something like Queen of Langkasuka .. if they ever included them in

Frust is Frustration

Firstly... thanks for the last minute invitation to "Pertandingan hangat antara.. kampung Soerharto, Kampung Sri Paya, KB Air Hitam, Felda Piol dan Bandar Penggaram...." ... and the unplanned trip to Lovers Bridge....... Thank you ... i enjoyed it very much.. thanks Eyeda, Hamzs, Adik n Ummu......
Hurm i was frustrated wtih something important in my life (No, not everything is about Boyfriend- nothing gotta do with guys).. but because of that statement... i feel much more down than it is... now.. before time: 23.59 i nail down 2 Cadbury Boost.... please don't make me finish the last bar..... uh i need Coke.... hold on....

ok am back... just like what i mention on my previous post.... i suppose to stop and never look back... salah diri sendiri... now don't bug anymore..... Alish you screw yourself.......Eishhhh kacau kacau.. kenapa rasa frust ni... marahnya uh kurung dalam bilik ah....... cool cool alish you always cool.... and cold :D

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Kimchi, Kerang, Grievous + Poignant news feed and i miss yú yuán miàn

well i decide to make kimchi today...

The Prep wasn't that hard... and i use this recipe from youtube but basically you just need to remember... move quick when you mix everything or else it turn sour (blame the equinox).

the vege

the main ingredient

almost there

and after few hour in the fridge the juice start leak out from the vege...i enjoy it so much ... a little bit too gingery and hot for me.... ni mesti berangan masa measuring the ginger :P

And my kerang rebus
mum was not around tonight... since am alone it would be ridiculous to cook heavy stuff... beside i had my cadbury boost before i had this..... and will show you just how i like my kerang rebus

you will need a cloves of garlic- large if possible.. two if small... same amount of ginger.... 1/4 yellow onion medium size and i small stalk of lemon grass (smash it)...

now... make sure you boil the water until it's really bubbly

throw in all the ingredient .. with salt of course... remember not to oversalt... they have enough salt....

okay here is my trick to have a really juicy ..... after it start to bubble again...... put in the kerang ... 3 -5 minute... turn the gas off.... let is sit there for 3-5 minute sieve and serve..... you can have the soup if you want to... the tang taste wonders... but if you want it with the soup you have to clean the kerang thoroughly... like how our parents do... batang daun pisang..... (hate to go kedai makan just to see all the kerang dried up like that... serupa beli kerang kering je kan)
(i know some of mummies out there tell you guys "to know whether the kerang is cook or not... it will open"... ~teet~ but this my friend will lead you to... not so sweet and juicy kerang)

What next.... owh owh
Wanna kongsi with you my zaman Jahiliah... i used to addicted to this....
yú yuán miàn was introduce to me by Kevin(who now is a doctor...) the stall located next to Big Orange in BP...
you can choose to have this nice taste of handmade noodle or a simple kuew tiau....
so what i miss about this Mian is when you bite the noodle.... it is so springy and the taste was wonderful and also the fragrant + the yú yuán(Fishball).... i am not sure about this but they tell me the noodle and fishball was specially made for the stall

on the right will be the 'la yú yuán mian', while on the left would be the normal one... i will buy both.. small size thou last time...... ooooo i had it with Fān shíliú suān méi -normally..... ape ek.. jambu batu dan asam... kih kih kih oklah i rest my case translating all this... terus rasa lapar.....

hurm apa lagi nak kongsi today......

Grievous + Poignant news feed

yup memang lah tak boleh baca.... i use Photoshop to hide the msg.. enough with that picture...
an now
thou John Perry Barlow tells us "Groundless hope, like unconditional love, is the only kind worth having"
i am still confuse only one part of hope in my life..
yes just like my FB status just now "Kalau kau tahu, bukankah kau tahu"

the fact that we know and people know it but do they really know it.... or will they actually understand the meaning of it.. or they pretend they don't know it.. what you feel what they feel.... once the statement like that came out off your status... means that is just it... and once i read it ... i am losing it..
no .... i feels like a slap on my face to wake me up and understand hope and what life meant to me...
now.... i know people will still be confuse with what i want to deliver... i simply will put it this way...
there once something did matter to me most, and yes really important.. but i realize.... once the news about what i think important turn up vice verse... well it is about time for me
to forget about it... but.... i am human... feeling sorrow to what fate shown me is endless....
but i know there is a light.... i just hafta believe more.... ( norman and doria read this they will be sick of me)...
habis nak buat macam mana Eleanor Roosevelt tells me
"The most important word in the English language is hope"
and happen to be faith is my bible to live my life... now... you guys must be completely bord of this confusing note ....enjoy the vids i posted in... and this cat is me :) cute-kan i know :P

-----Read and copied from Aja's Note-----
My dear,
dont be too excited about love,
Love is not just about the good feeling you feel,
But its about pain, disappointment, confusion and goodbyes too.

My dear,
Dont be too excited about things you want to have,
Dont be too eager about all the fancy stuffs you want to buy,
Later on in this life you will find out they are not making u feel whole.

My dear,
Dont be too proud about your beauty,
Or about how rich you are,
Because when it comes to friendships,
Pride never finds a spot in anyone's heart.

My dear,
Dont be too sure that there is always other people to blame,
Because the longer you think about it,
It will always have to do with yourself too,
And sometimes it is nobody but you who cause the pain.

My dear,
Dont be too sad when your heart is broken,
Because a broken heart is always a stronger heart,
And you need strength to fight with worse pain along the way.

My dear,
Dont be too sure when you think that ur life is complicated,
Difficult or full of conflict,
Because as far as we know,
You are having the most amazing moments in ur life,
Before you are becoming an adult,
And the real deal is in front of u.

Good luck!

Friday, May 14, 2010

a year has passed

Walid ,
A year has passed. This exact date you passed away last year...

I have a lot of regret. I try my best for Ibu but that doesn’t help me going through with my regret. How much I lie to myself to keep moving on… it just won’t change any of this feeling. I try not to cry each time with ibu. I refuse to be at the graveyard with ibu. I go alone and sometimes the breeze I felt at the graveyard soothes me. I try to stop saying I am sorry to you and I try to stop remembering the last few months … but how I Fail Walid….. I failed to be what you hope for.
I failed to be strong when I am alone in the dark. I failed to support you and ibu. I failed to show you another success story. I failed to be with you but i know i can if I did force myself to. My mistake, my regret and everything that I use to share with you becoming harder and bigger but I can’t talk about it with anyone else….
The look on your face, the suggestion you share, the shoulder to solace, the place I hang on to was you. Walid I regret I didn’t put that much afford to show you my love towards you… I regret after you left us I still make a lot of mistake in my life… for my life and future….
I promise you to look after ibu as you wish on your letter for me and abang-abang. I will try harder… and I put a lot of hope and trust on Allah to keep me here. To be wiser, to be stronger. A year has passed…. Our last dinner and lunch keep appearing on my dreams….

There is no Man I miss and love as much as I do you.

I Love you Walid…. Al-Fatehah

p.s I do hope I can find the one for me … who love me as you do…. Who teaches me and always there for me….

This lighter belongs to my dad... i keep it almost a year.... i gave it up to my 2nd brother yesterday... i find it hard to let it go since i carry it along all the time..... another lost i must say? but i had to.... i must not keep everything to myself.....

Sunday, May 09, 2010

Selamat Hari Ibu

I wish my mum in person since she cant read my post on net...
I sengaja ignore her request for butter cake and cookies 2 days in a row so that i can prepare her the cake......

Menu for today:
Cake for IBU(It does look a bit messy..i shouldn't move the cake to much.... should have put it in the tray once i start to decorate... but its okay... the white and dark chocolate glaze is superb..... ye saya puji diri sendiri.. no fondant for IBU... i misplace the whole thing and malas to start a new batch....)

we share it with them
and after 30 minute
the cake tinggal
and for lunch... i prepare Lempeng and curry for her

my personal note : Thanks for those who sms me Happy mothers day... i appreciate it ... esp to Defychanwa arigato who sms somewhere at 9 am...... the first one todaY... and owhh you make me cry.. thanks... :)

untuk yg lelain tu... memula aku rasa nak sepak je korang ni sebab rasa sedih, kelakar gembira semua datang sekali... but thanks... can't believe i do have mother figure ViBE :p... awww perasan habis...

To my friend Uyul, Jujah, Dak Dak convent (Ayu, Ilyana, Atikah, Yati, Eja MN dan mummy instant Fara) + Dak SAL (Aisyah, Daya) + Jue jue, Mrs Sam..... Happy mothers day..) huhu sorry kalau terlupa siapa yg dah ada baby.. saya memang pelupa

Segoi-desu ne... atashi hontoni ureshi-desu..... arigato gozaimas Defy-chan..... :D
There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Saturday, May 08, 2010

Hello... Hello... you've got no balls

let me see where should i start...
okay firstly sorry. Please don't mind with the word i am using for this post.....

BTW just if you guys want to know it has been 3 month for me living with anonymous hate sms and stalker...

yup hater + stalker... they follow me to work..etc etc... yup i don't care about it at all... sms all you want.. i wont reply..... call me what ever you want.... i don't care.... no one wanted to be my friend for no exact reason last time....
now do i look like i care if i don't have any... and create new bunch of haters. well, since i am a believer... i believe.... i don't need to do anything.. I've proxy my reply to My one and only GOD.....

but hell this week my mum receive a hate sms too but differ from what i always receive by those 3 no balls guy.... this person rather sms at night... somewhere around 8 pm to morning... and shut the phone down after all those sms..... come on guys..... like my case... 2 out of 3 number i know the person... only 1 remain anonymous and has stop the activity recently.......
but my mum is old... she is a woman of coz... she cant withstand all this with no husband beside her.... i really pity her... and really piss and confuse for her.....

well i don't care if people hate me. and at least if i hate you and i tell the truth to your face..... i don't need to be all nice... and gang up + talk back about u. people do it to me... i can do it too....
... but kesianlah...don't know why these people need to hide and sent sms using such words.... for my case you will not date me lah but ..

for my mum case i don't know what to say..... i hope... one day... their balls attach back to their body...


p.s Not sure if you guys know this.... you can buy new numbers without registering it... i bought it for 10 ringgit... thanks maxis for helping such cases..... so far.... 3 attackers are using Maxis.... number... register with false IC and Address....