Thursday, May 14, 2009

Al-Fatehah For My DAD

Salams Family friends and visitor. My dad jus Passed away a moment ago @ 8.20 am..... help us pray and thanks for your support all this while.......... Al-fatehah for Syed Ahmad Syed Abu Bakar Al-shahab.........

Friday, May 08, 2009

Was piss off

fhew...and the story was....my dad had this incision through his trakea... and we just moved out from ICU because to make way from other critical patient(Batu pahat hospital ICU only 4 bed)... since my dad stablelah jugak.... and right after we park the bed there was this pakcik suddenly touch my mom and start questioning... ibu sure run away lah... bukan muhrim(bukan muhrim-The person who are not related to you, opposite sex, and can be married to) shouldn't be touching others la....(my mom is really devoted to our Religion)... and he came to me..... the incision blocked by phlegm and my dad can't breath properly what he need is suction.... ada ke the pakcik tell me... "you better call your sibling your dad will go in this few minute"... WTF hello excuse me.... am so piss off i put my level four pitch voice... "pakcik saya minta maaf kalau bunyi mcm kurang ajar, ayah saya ok, sihat dan dia tak ada apa apa" well i never wanted to insult, be a racist in any way... come on...You=Malay by right you are Muslim... although i am not a very good devoter we suppose to help other (sick or unfortunate) by Praying for the person health (Sedekahkan lah Al-Fatehah ke- ni lg satu for people who don't know Sedekah Al-fatehah bukan untuk arwah je kalau org sakit kita sedekah dekat roh dia supaya dia stabil/pulih)... instead of doing that he repeated 2 times the same sentence to me... Gawd..... cammon....



even witch craft believe when you do something to someone it will came back to you in three fold... Dejavu is another thing, if you say 'hi lak' 44 time also can came true... a word is a Prayer..... even if you keep saying "tak ada duit" you will not have it .... there.... be more wise people......

Dah lah i am super down because my dad condition, my work condition, my best friend is in japan, my is biasa lah bz and penat, no brothers around that time, my mum and i ak-ondak came this fella and said such things... sigh... he is fortunate because am ignoring his stupidity... if not.... only God know what the devil ask me to do.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Updates and review....

Yes Alhamdullilah my dad/walid = conscious now thanks for the clean ICU ward of hospital Batu Pahat... he might be transfer to the normal contagious ward soon in ward 3 Hospital Batu Pahat in 1 week or so.... thou yesterday there is internal bleeding .... first i also tot it was Heparin effect luckily it was their side of problem. but kesianlah my dad cant talk because of the incision through his throat to make way for ventilator and oxygen.... anyway one things that make me sad is ... one he is ready to be transfer to the normal ward, we will be so devastated because Ward 3 Hospital Batu Pahat is so filthy.. the toilet smells and the wall covered with fungi.... and the bad things is class 1 need to be pre-book if not no chance.... the cause of my dad to be hospitalize is infection in his lung which then transfer to his blood.... Kementerian Kesihatan need to review back the need of RMW (Rehabilitation medical ward or something) which now not available anymore. from what i learn RMW ward is for a patient who went for treatment in ICU and also HDW(High Dependency Ward) which is stabling... i am not so sure if i am going to be happy if he in Ward 3 with the DR Fariz and DR Sara yg sombong..... can't they be more friendly like Dr Richard, Dr lee and others?

on the other note i was telling my mom to ask my family friend tak kiralah wanted to visit my dad or what which has connection to title like pengarah hospital or KKM,U45 and above ke apa datang and visit my dad..... i hate to hear "so what if the so and so came"... hello excuse me we didn't choose to born into what kind of family ok... and we didn't even take advantage of the situation... just happen to be they are there and concern... my dad adopted to many children and this cause a lot of issue... why ah people and their mouth do that... we not like certain people who need back door for everything.... this issue really makes me and my family sad (well except for mom la because she don't want to entertain this kind of people) sigh....

owh the HDW and ICU is opposite to post natal OT room... so we get to see fresh from oven baby everyday and it does make me happy ... hehe i think most people will be surprise since i hate kids so much......

downloaded wonder pets for my dad today... hope he get the chance to watch it.... geh geh geh...

it has been long time... felt like it but i know it has only been a week ++ but hey its a long day everyday.. but i definitely happy today ... calls from this number 0309 ... definitely talking to a close friend is different to family and friends... what a relive....

wish us luck and help us pray ok... atashiwa ureshi des....

disclaimer: Felt sad didnt get the chance to go for atikah, Doria and fadli's presentation in pavilion,whooyooo national finalist for Loreal brandstorm... Glad you guys made it... but still i want my present hahhaha