Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Confuse and Lost in season ?


"hi nama saya alish. saya tengah emo, tapi saya tuduh kawan saya emo" .wtf i was so confuse recently....and then it goes like "seriously her name is alish too"... started by teasing my friend now all of his SMS contain my name....
continue with the story confuse and lost in season.....well after fighting to get back on track i was amused by an old friend now a very consistent bugger "in a damn good way" make me wonder a lot of things i was lucky in term of support from friends but it doesn't make any difference. i am so happy busying myself with work and few stuff some how. i still don't want to go back home too early thou i am s0 tired. when i think back my history back in 1980th... most of the memory were to hurtful... and more hurtful after i experience it myself few month ago... ya life never was fair on my side..... happen to me, happen to people around me... i wake up at night dreaming , flash back all things that happen to me... and i didn't talk about it to anyone... just to JAGA somebodies name..... even what happen to me is still a nightmare come to worst sometimes its hard for me to identify was is a dream or real situation... am waiting the wheel to turn.... but...will it?

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Melastik Bintang

today i would like to introduce to you guys 1 more band that i strongly recommended... i love them because well i would prefer something sounded more real and related to our life. Their tag:

THE STORY OF TEARS, BLOOD, HAPPINESS & FRIENDSHIP.

visit them:




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/////////////preview Melastik bintang with their song Adrenalin live @ Giggers\\\\\\\\\






hari dan hidupku takkan seindah dulu tanpamu.
ada hikmahnya hidup tanpa kasih darimu, sygmu, senyummu.
seharusnya aku terus melangkah kaki dgnmu
melindungmu, menjagamu, lebih berbanding diriku
dan ku akur silapku
terlalu sempit mindaku, akalku, sangkarmu
namun salahkah aku? kau sering berselingkuh, selalu, terlalu
andai ada penggantimu
akanku peluk dinginnya
melindungnya, menjaganya, lebih berbanding diriku
seharusnya aku terus melangkah kaki dgnmu
melindungmu, menjagamu, lebih berbanding diriku
andai ada penggantimu
akanku peluk dinginnya
melindungnya, menjaganya, lebih berbanding diriku

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Go light with Sony VAIO P

was observing around for cams in Sony web and found this VAIO P Series which so "gempak" i mean yup i read people commented on the product but for me i think if i can afford it for sure i would by it.... i always carry around my supersize laptop around since i use it for programming but i need a light weight small pc which i can bring around for contingency plan... always last minute to check email, wifi, downloading job... and stuff.... transporting files ... VAIO P is build in with 60 GB hard disk and 2gb RAM for the "super slow and heavy vista home basic"... you can use USB and MMC/SD too.... and if you buy the high capacity battery.. you can use it for 8 hour but if the standard battery "still" 4 hours... so am happy with that condition.....besides wifi and Bluetooth is around.... means more flexibility.. haha....
well you can decide your self...

view the promo and in 360 angle>http://corp.sony.com.my/vaio/p/vaio_p_360.html

VGN-P13H/Q

Genuine Windows Vista Home Basic
Intel Atom Processor Z520 (1.33 GHz)
HDD 60GB
2 GB DDR2 SDRAM (on board*4)
8" wide (UWXGA: 1600 x 768)
TFT colour display
RM2788


VGN-P15G/Q

Genuine Windows Vista Home Premium
Intel Atom Processor Z530 (1.60 GHz)
SSD 64GB
2 GB DDR2 SDRAM (on board*4)
8" wide (UWXGA: 1600 x 768) TFT colour display
RM 3788.00

Sunday, February 08, 2009

UTM session 2009/2010 vehicle sticker designs.....


well well well congrats to UTM peeps car owner this is for you... yup aha... we can't be more lucky right? hahaha they change the colour now we can be more confuse among each other.....
to my surprise since when orang awam got their own sticker? will ask people in security department soon. but anyhow.... we cant pledge to them to change the color and design...all right... Terima sahaja lor :)

Friday, February 06, 2009

Taylor Swift- Tearfrops on my guitar (lyrics and YouTube Clip)





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"Teardrops On My Guitar"


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Too Phat - Just A Friend (lyrics and youtube clip)


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Verse 1 ( Malique )
have you ever met a gurl that you thought was perfect
you waited for her years 'cause you know she worth it
here's a lil' story bout this gurl i knew
since wayback in pre-school sometime in '82
she had 'em two pony tails and a front tooth missin'
wit' freckles on her cheeks cause the moms caucasian
up on a tree house is where we chilled together
with carvings on the trunk saying friends forever
she the type who laugh when the normally cried
and when they busy playing house we playin' bonnie and clyde
in grade school everybody knew we partners in crime
we usta bully kids in playgrounds like all the time
we always seen holdin' hands to the principal's office
the naughtiest in town and could no other kid stop us
in highskool she switched her desk next to mine
so we could cheat while doing pop quizes all the time
14th of February '93
little Jenny said she had a big suprise for me
gave me the very kiss and plus a ring and a card
and said I love you, so I gave her the rest of my heart
a coupla weeks later called her house at 10
the mama said I thought you suppose to be with Jen
I quickly rushed to the crib, she just got out of a van
I'm like yo who was that? oh he's just a friend.....

Chorus 2X
you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend

Verse2 ( Malique )
so I took Jenny's word for it at this time
I thought just having a friend it couldnt be no crime
'cause even I have friends and babys that for sho
just like Watson, Hailee, Baby Tash and Joe
so we never talked about that late snack with van man
we rather talk about the future we have planned and
what to name our kids, al-Tarique or Shaymar?
Ayesha, or Tisha for a gurl and maybe even bring our
kids to that little tree house that we chilled at
but then in '94 I couldnt help it but feel sad
Jenny had to leave me to go get a little knowledge
100 miles away in this place they call college
first coupla months it was cool but then it changed yo
she never called and really acted like a strange ho
one day I called it was picked up by a man
I called again, she picked it up and said hey that's just a friend

Bridge ( VE )
You know, I know what you been up to
I know you know what you been up to

this guy in her study group's the one who picked up the call
helpin' her in chemistry wit cyclohexanol
I got curious and asked her who else in ya team?
she said Ali, Hassan, Noreen and Kareem
the next week I thought of givin' her a little suprise
but when in front of Jenny's dorm I cound't believe my eyes
I say the same ugly van I saw in '93
I found her room but guess what a brother had to see?
a fella half naked with my gurl on the couch
and baby Jenny moaning, uggg uggh aggh and ouch
so please listen to the message that I sing
don't ever talk to a gurl who says she just has a friend

Chorus

Verse 3 ( Joe Flizzow )
a lil' casanova pimp, man I had my flings
hoodrats to goodie hoodies I was lil' playa king
I'll tell ya when, my final year in '96
this hunny new in skool joined my class she really sick
she made her pinafore look like a dress from Rodeo,
and clean white shoes lookin' Ferra than Gamo's,
and white blouse seemed whiter than everybody else's
just like them ads on tv man this hunny was the nicest
I had to step up my game and I told her my name
she said her name was Wanda I found out
that we lived on the same street she moved in 5 blocks down
and after 3 dates and 6 banana splits I had it locked down
we was tight but had this lil's problem though
'cos Wanda always acted funny when wit' Mary Joe
but when I caught'em kissin it wasnt funny no more
baby smiled and just said she's just a friend yo.......

Chorus
( she )

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Taylor Swift - Love story (Lyrics + youtube clip)




We were both young, when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony of summer air

I see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, Ohhh

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don’t go…
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, Ohhh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad-you’ll pick the white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes…
Oh, Ohhh… Oh, Oh, Ohhh

We were both young when I first saw you.



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huhu i love this song .. the music arrangement and all... most important thing is it kinda suitable for my story " Saved by an Angel" but i already put the end of the story.... but to tell you guys the truth i would prefer Aliyyah will get what she want for real.. means that both Joseph and Isaac is in our world ... in reality.... anyway hope Doria read this... do you read Tina's note on the announcement if possible record for me the all version i really wanna hear it... sigh

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

suitable job according to your colour personality

i was browsing my friend blog "aku tak boleh terbang" about this colourwize test which can determine jobs that suitable for you according to your favorite colour..... so this is my result (top 40 out of 298)

From the test half of it is Language, and lecture/tutor, and medical which is so far away from what am doing except for tutor stuff.... i never see my self as doctor but social studies is accepted lor..... my friend zamie on the other hand have half of the things that i intended to do/or already did ... photographic, banking and finance, architecturewell we shape what we want right so depends ...... have fun doing the test...

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Nitrus - Sisa (youtube clips + lyric)


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Apa makna rasa itu padamu
Apa maksudmu segalanya ada pada diriku
Apa ceritaku tiada satu kau teramat perlu
Apa yang kau lihat itu seadanya aku

Benar satu itu ada padanya
Benarkah kau terfikir itu tiada padaku
Benarkan aku buktikannya itu pada dirimu
Benarkan dirimu fikir kemungkinan itu.. ooo

Chorus

Mungkin kaukan terseksa jika bersamaku
Mungkin jua kau kan sesalinya seumur hidupmu
Mungkin jua suratannya begitu
Mungkin aku bukan yang kau kenali dulu

Benar segalanya ada padaku
Pernahkah kau terfikir itu tiada padamu
Benarkan aku buktikannya itu pada dirimu
Benarkan dirimu fikir kemungkinan itu.. ooo

Chorus

Mungkin kau kan terseksa jika bersamaku
Mungkin jua kau kan sesalinya seumur hidupmu
Mungkin jua suratannya begitu
Mungkin aku bukan yang kau kenali dulu

Mungkin ku yang terseksa jika bersamamu
Munkin jua ku kan sesalinya seumur hidupku
Mungkin jua suratannya begitu
Mungkin kamu bukan yang ku kenali dulu

Nitrus - Resah (youtube clips + lyric)


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Berapa lama harus aku tunggu
Kata setuju kamu
Kau biar aku menanti pilu

Kau diam bisu buat aku keliru
Mana tuju hatimu
Usah biarku resah menunggu

Raut wajahmu bisa ditelahku
Kau masih belum tentu
Apa ada rasa dalam hatimu

Datang padaku cerita padaku
Ungkapkan rasa itu
Apa saja buat hilang ragumu

Sesungguh tak kau tahu
Diriku ada kamu
Akan ku relakan semua ada ku untukmu
Mungkin bila kau tahu
Mungkin bisa kau temui jiwaku
Usah biar terusan begitu…