Friday, January 30, 2009

Save by An Angel Part 3 + Faraway nickelback lyrics


NICKELBACK LYRICS


"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

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Aliyyah wake up for real this time.... she do want to go back to the dream she had....... "LIES LIES LIES Gawd stop haunting me" Aliyyah cried and sat next to her bed. for a second her happiness once again strip away. "that's it i just go with the flow" she swear in her heart. she was lucky Joseph and Isaac is just a dream. Both a big disappointment especially Joseph. she was so happy when he lift her up, be by her side either she on top or at the bottom of her life. Joseph is no more an angel that she proud of. she felt more stupid than when she was with Isaac... Life is really a beach, tide up and down.... for a second Aliyyah ponder upon all those dream.... she still remember the warm hug from Joseph and his statement that he will not be happy unless he end up marrying her. and Isaac no matter how busy he was, he only be with Aliyyah unlike Joseph... Aliyyah so happy,her eyes is wide awake and she's still her self..Aliyyah glad she didn't make any mistake yet, she take it as a reminder. Although Joseph is like her dream guy and Isaac is too but she never wish to be in that dream anymore. She believe being single is not as bad as she thinks. she believe one day she will not regret with her decision now. and one day who ever her husband is she will still be the happiest girl on earth......

Monday Monday, so good to me,
Monday Monday, it was all I hoped it would be
Oh Monday morning, Monday morning couldn't guarantee
That Monday evening you would still be here with me.

Monday Monday, can't trust that day,
Monday Monday, sometimes it just turns out that way
Oh Monday morning, you gave me no warning of what was to be
Oh Monday Monday, how could you leave and not take me.

Every other day, every other day,
Every other day of the week is fine, yeah
But whenever Monday comes, but whenever Monday comes
You can find me crying' all of the time

Monday Monday, so good to me,
Monday Monday, it was all I hoped it would be
Oh Monday morning, Monday morning couldn't guarantee
That Monday evening you would still be here with me.

Every other day, every other day,
Every other day of the week is fine, yeah
But whenever Monday comes, but whenever Monday comes
You can find me crying' all of the time

Monday Monday, ...

The Mamas And The Papas - Monday, Monday

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Save by An Angel Part 2

Aliyyah wakes up from her dream. Both Joseph and Isaac is still in her life. while Joseph beg Aliyyah not to end their story, Aliyyah has hope for it to be the way she dream off. caught in the feeling of guilty and uneasiness. Alliyah once again in a deep hole where she try to untangle the mess. the mess before she met Joseph was different but now worst in a good way. Joseph fulfill all the criteria that she need from a sole mate but Isaac is her dream guy. Apple in her Eyes for such a long time. Just being with him is what she want, no matter what he make Aliyyah feels, she pledge infront of him she won't let him go. the promise she made now seems regretful thou she know she still want him. Aliyyah don't know now what she felt. She just hate to be in this kind of mess. She pray and pray that one day she will end out with the one for her. She pray that Joseph is no more a dream. What should Aliyyah do? Joseph is her angel but now unexpected turn Isaac slowly turning to her. should she continue her life with Isaac? the person who made she think she is worthless until today or Joseph the angel, but human he is... human with unclear intention, unclear mission and now the one who made Aliyyah afraid to come back into her real world..... between hell class 1 and low class heaven? you decide :) -the "not yet" end-

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Save by An Angel

I died as inanimate matter and arose a plant,
I died as a plant and rose again an animal.
I died as an animal and arose a man.
Why then should I fear to become less by dying?
I shall die once again as a man
To rise an angel perfect from head to foot!
Again when I suffer dissolution as an angel,
I shall become what passes the conception of man!
Let me then become non-existent, for non-existence
Sings to me in organ tones, 'To him shall we return.'
Mawlānā Jalāl ad-Dīn Muḥammad Balkhī (مولانا جلال الدین محمد بلخى)
This is a story of a girl saved by and angel, Human believe in angel as supernatural being. The one who save them, the one who guard them. Judaic, Christianity and Islam define their existence as the messengers.

But for Aliyyah her guardian angel is simply A MAN. Aliyyah lost in her own world being deprive from her normal self. She put herself lower than the tickness of grass into the ground. She almost end her life with some plan in her head. Believing once she gone, the person she love the most Isaac will know how she feels. (Yup stoopid i know). however she was planning, she was crying the whole two month and keeping her self in the dark thinking on how miserable her life is and one fine day by the will of God she was piss off with a colleague, Joseph. All day in Aliyyah's eye Joseph is a blur guy who was late for a meeting and a damn pain in the ass. Until he claim he saw the sadness in her eye. she lie and lie as she hate people to know her sadness side. than again by the will of god (well Aliyyah keep herself in the dark for 2 month remember, she never let her self enjoy the colorful world) they were out together chit chatting. at the end of the series, she caught into a major confusion. she loved Isaac so much but She like being with Joseph..... who's charming, now reliable to her eyes, and never give her chance to stop laughing the whole day. She hated the feeling and keep hoping one way or another her wish will come true. she hope that Joseph is Isaac, the one she loved and hope for. Until Joseph tells her, he going away and keep telling her "one day, when I'm gone, you must.........". she felt so ironic and hate the world as if they were playing with her. her angel and savior is removing himself from her life. she hate to make decision, she hate more and more the situation that force her that way. But at the end she still alone. although Isaac is there but, he still the way he is. Aliyyah glad that she has been saved by Joseph but the happiness won't last forever. Joseph...... the sole of Aliyyah happiness vapor in the air. and Aliyyah........

Moral of the story: you write yourself

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Outstation gone wrong, Beryls help me :)

shit am so piss off but hey what to do my luck just hurm getting all worst these days.. anyway since i pass simpang ampat, melaka i don't think going back to jb was a great idea since i need to pass my brother most important thing in his world (lagi pun if i drive back that time it will be kerja 'Gila'. so i gave up my last few ringgit going straight to Subang and then went to Sri Damasara lepak-ing at my elders bro house.... so my bro bring out a pack of chocolate and i love it without asking much until i hold the package.. beryl's is my favorite choco brand, mostly because of tiramisu and bitter mint. but i never tasted coffee delight before. then my sister in law tell me about the price and where about. so i decided to went there on the way back to jaybee


Beryl's Factory in Seri Kembangan

the shop (so small and full with people)
Never taste chilly milk choco before (except for chilly chocolate ice cream in Jalan telawi)


coffee delight from Beryl's (this is why i decide to stop by in seri kembangan- never seen it on shelf before)


walk out from the shop with happy faces and huhuh chocolate cheap cheap cheap sale (shop and really drop since i don't have anymore money with me- luckily i reload my touch n go last week) arghhhh so happy after long frustration the whole December 2008 and half of January... glad i do stop by at least something than nothing.
Owh before i forget... do you guys listen to morning crew hitz.fm today? it was crazy and i love it. old school and cool... it was in Malaysian Language and it really remind me of THR sigh hahah. man really remind me of old days... gadisku from nico, fiona from 4U2C and alot more huhuh..... huhu thanks JJ and Ian haha.......

on the other note :HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHY Whoo hooo

Friday, January 16, 2009

My Aphroditē dejavu (cont)

Recap: My Aphroditē dejavu
  1. Give and take
  2. Transparent
  3. Understanding each other
  4. Trust
  5. Care
yes trust would be my 4th love bible, trust me and i will trust you. similar to point 4, point 5 it is not as hard to do, if you think you can't even give a damn what happen to your partner then who are you to your partner. You cant aspect your partner to be okay although s/he's says 'okay', some how s/he need you to support h/re in everything s/he does. Just imagine if you sharing a good news with you partner and and s/he say .. "owh ya ok" and change topic ..... what will you feel? when you decide to become a companion to somebody you need them to be your companion la! not and object..... people do have feelings if you don't then why you even care to start the relationship? hurm....

so what is my hell guide, yup of coz i do have hell... where there is heaven there is hell right.... so the major don't is:

1. Lie
Never lie to your companion no matter how small you think it is...... i personally rather know the truth than being lie to, it is painful to know the truth only after being lie to..... making your companion down and stress...... it is not what you do that leads to lie but sometimes the reason you lie make it worst.....
2. Ex's
for the love of God Ex's is like the TNT okay....... you can talk about them but please you already break up with them(some more if it end 2 years ago) now you with some one new is it really necessary to tell you new gf "ren call me 'honey' " and your gf name is fu now.... not ren..... after that don't pandai pandai cover it up like " owh sorry, am so used to it, ren call honey" haha great you make he/r from depress to suicidal.......

yup am Bord that's why i post all this thing but it is important to be in a relationship where you respect each other and be THE Companion... and embrace it.....

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on the other hand few question that i would love to ask/ used to ask my friend and family:

what will you do when you totally sad and depress with your life.... but people don't see it because of your personality and your achievement cover it all, and you have somebody with you but they just don't give a damn or the reason for it?......

what do you feel when some body tell you they left you because they love you.....

what will you do when there if somebody who close to you who support you and be there for you but your relationship with him/her is.... nothing? will you be with them? thou love never written in your head

what will you do if you love somebody who love his/her ex more than s/he love you?

how you remove your true feeling?

how to get rid asshole? geh..... haha

hurm can some one enlighten me?