Tuesday, December 30, 2008

My Aphroditē dejavu

" Pahatkan nisan serangkum syair, Keluh pujangga kasih tak sampai"
This particular sentences was pick up from a long lost movie "Ali Setan". Which currently affecting my life.

Dejavu.... so what dejavu is....from what i understand it is an anomaly or an act of remembering the same situation happen previously in your life (Which trigger by something- well before this the person don't save it in he/r memory). but dejavu scientifically it is a delay of processing the event in your life. so it is some sort of disease... geh haha

come back to the sentence above.... it is literally explain as " writing a stanza of poetry on a tomb stone, the creative writer come to a sigh.... because love is not conveyed" i think so lah my vocab is so suck.....

so what make me write about this..... hurm i have to admit I'm a player but i never take it that way... my perception of love is a straight forward kind of love.... give and take... if my partner failed to change in the time frame i set earlier...then i would say goodbye.... it takes two to tango so does love.... you can't force your partner listen only to what you say, or to left his/her friend, or force them to call you lover but you never did to him/her, you can aspect they will understand you always.... so give and take is like a love bible to me..... i call you sayang so you will call me something too right.... or i understand you have all sort of friend because i do too, you love your ex, i have my favorite one too...... but the only thing i failed to understand is..."Busy" gawd.... guys if you use this excuse i will kill you.... yup so what dejavu had to do with my love story..... i always have ex become close friend or vice versa.... boy and rezza krishnn is the absolute cool bf but hey boy just got engage the other day... rezza probably with his boyfriend now..... and Mio is the one never realize but we know what happen to the story... but most of all i hate to admit this... there is a great guy (Which my mum love so much) name Kamarul... well after i rejected his love (because he ask me to marry him after just like 3 weeks know each other not couple okay because of the weewee dry huggies pampers from kajang i decide to end it) and i never get the 'one' that i want....., like a cheque bounce back..... really dejavu...... until i found Ramunia Poseidon.... but all this diversion of story is not what i want to share..... transparent is my second lovebible..... i belive that if you don't love someone anymore you should tell them, if you hate what they do you have to tell... it is now or never then regret and end up in a relationship which is to burdening for bothside... i really hope to find a guy who know the timing or all this.... i rather breakup knowing what when wrong, or break up because my boyfriend tell me he got some1 else..... rather then being in clueless position.... so what is my third love bible..... it would b understanding..... it is really important for me to understand my lover (yup schedule, foods,
what he love and hate) what you guys need to do just tell me all this and i will schedule myself when to bug you and all.............
love bible Aphrodite devaju to be continue......
next week

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Falling in love with Nitrus

well i cant sleep again thanks to Gawd its 2.30++ now.... so what happen today...alot of things happen but i rather not to blog it...come back to falling in love with Nitrus so i keep changing channel... since i skipped dinner so i just watch TV in the dark to avoid my parents see my face.... and there... unzipped 8TV showing this great adorable rock band Nitrus (or indie band which now i am so confuse)..... the song was.... hurm...... so what touch my heart today and guess what i found them in facebook Nitrus Facebook which link to Nitrus blog and so i become their fans... maybe i should go out toms to find their CD... am getting bord sitting at home being sober all the time...... time to move on girlie...... and i try to find them in youtube to embed in this post but sadly i can't find what i want...... but hell yeah i give you option..... maybe after you browse the playlist below you wanna know the Benar salahku song... you can download it to your phone..... get it from the picture attach....

i initially wanted to share with you guys Benar salahku which i dedicate the song to the other side of Johor coast... desaru...... but i cant get it so feel free to listen ... i personally like kamu and sisa as well...am so crazy with their song resah as well which i also dedicate to desaru haha.... so there.... my insomnia post today. the playlist below not that nice would prefer to listen it from nitrus myspace playlist but i cant embed it here.... so my last option is from reverbnation eh dah pukul 3 setengah .... time flies la... i was so busy trying to get the playlist right.... but i guess it okay since am not sleepy at all... they sound like my long lost fav band RadioHead and R.E.M... hope your days better than mine.... nite2 reader


Thursday, December 25, 2008

Back from dead

yesterday my insomnia getting worst... i sleep late and wake up at five and unable to continue sleeping..... damn celcome i can even check my balance today... luckily my maxis still okay..... such a busy day yesterday.... i went to pick up my Degree++ cert but guess what .... degree++ office close yesterday... at the end i drive alone around like hell. sigh... what the toot...... almost had and accident today morning...since when the road turn one way.....i just pass that same road last week... all the honking make me more dizzy..... the whole morning i hear the same song over and over... YUI it's happy line... some how it make me better........

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Insomnia or DSPS?

it has been a week like this... can't sleep can't do anything much.... was it because am thinking to much...i dunno... i even try to eliminate my afternoon nap habit... still not working... start to think whether i should consume sleeping pills or something... i even try the boring youthsays to get me bord and start sleeping... but yup failed..... just wish i have somebody to talk to.... sigh...... what should i do....counting cows.... ewww disgusting ...sheep can't be gua too lame ...... drink a lot of water... makin teruk ada lah keep visiting the loo........ any ideas?

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Compilation of Selected deleted scene from Aspire faci intro vids

heeyaaa'll.....to do the aspire faci video intro we (shooting starz) shoot i think almost 4 dozen of clips.... what they don't know yet is i made a compilation vids from the deleted scene.... i only use 1 dozen of it and still got like 2 dozen of deleted scene around.... which is too obscene-and good one (by means the person inside the vids might felt intimidated if i show the whole world). anyway i will share both the original that we use and the deleted scene compilation. and hope you guys enjoy...

p.s if you reading this from facebook you might need to view the original post(use the link) to view both video..... thanks and again hope you guys enjoy it.

////the original Aspire Faci Video Intro////

///deleted scene compilation///

in the video: Lem, Doria, Atikah, Joanne, Simon, Fadli, J Kartek, Izzyan and yup... mua....

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

to excited?

yup am to excited to share the link to the news post ... to the RBFDS in nst 2008 hahah


while i was searching few entry for it,I found Leona Chin Blog who previously join RBFDS and Win as well... she even race for this year Merdeka Millennium Endurance... but yup but i was a little bit how should i put this intimidated? by the post about RBFDS in JB where according to her she(one of the participant) clock the test in 38 sec... well am not sure anymore but yup still put my hope on... i might don't have her kind of car and all but i still believe i can do it....

read her post about the search in Johor here

Thursday, December 11, 2008

RBFDS in NST yesterday

Thanks to Izzy if not I wouldn’t know my group picture with some of the RBFDS participant was published on news paper....

Anyway I did expose the test on previous post right (hurm I just wanted to clarify it is not just simulation test) . I just want to share my happiness with you guys geehee that’s all

gladly to tell most of the picture of course no name on it haha... so does the graduation days last time, so does the advertisement for SAL college last time and some others which now I have to dig in one of my box....

My scanner busted so this picture was taken using my vga phone cams. Boleh la..

the fat white shirt gurl with an arrow above her is = me haha :)

Saturday, December 06, 2008

So I went to RedBull female driver search (RBFDS)

yup so i went there today in Sutera mall,Johor
with 2 of my brother; my eldest and my 4th brother. the test is quite OK but am not sure about 2 of the test. the test is as follow
1. Questionnaire about Merdeka millennium endurance and Sepang stuff (spoiler je lah takkan i gave out all the tips gua)
2. Simulation something like Dytona thingy
3. drive test (they searching for people who can drive the course below 55second++)

sigh, am so wanting to be inside the team but they say they will contact if i pass the test.... wish me luck because this is my dream...... owh there will be more test if i pass this one...... so happy just to go today because atleast i try before quitting :)..... owh ya this vids is my 3rd test

Saturday, November 29, 2008

The Snuke - South Park Ep 04 season 11

haha bai tahan with Eric Cartman already... how the hell people like him, damn racist bastard hahaha. to much free time to watch south park the whole season.....

check this one, he just don't get it is he..... psycho haha it a series Alish calm down.... enjoy guys......


The Snuke
Original Air Date: 03.28.07

When a new Muslim student joins the class, Cartman immediately suspects him of being a terrorist.

Friday, November 28, 2008

You think I think module in YouthSays

great this the module so far is the best.. i vote for the best module in youth says... just keep those prayers hope that i will not turn suckie as youth answer haha (jahat gila kan) no i really want it to be a very great platform for youth... instead of declasse-ing our image haha... congrats youthsays for the new module... love it very much

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Angels and Demons

cant wait to watch angels and demons.... Da Vinci Code is the best... thou it is no true and all but i like it so much... so does this i guess....

[the official website]

[the book]

[the movie]

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

OMG OMG OMG shortlisted participants in the Red Bull Female Driver Search!?

ha ha ha ha.... i got in wooo hooo i got in wooo hooo sadly bad timing, my car is not in perfect condition, i want it so much but the car~ the car~ wooo hooo ..... i guess I'll try to see first how.... sigh sigh sigh.... owh man i just answer one of youth says question about the racing thing and got this email... kaaaakoiiiiiiiiii

Monday, November 24, 2008

youth says, youth answers and déclassé

well i am so glad Doria invited me to join youth says.... but after a month am getting a little bit frustrated with the user... a lot of great question... but left unanswered, but some stupid redundant question always catch the users eye... much more the question is general knowledge that every body already know... which leads to more frustration.... the question is some what 'déclassé' for me now.... and make me think...." so this kind of things they like to share instead of making a change, a statement that help people to think, discuss and fight for their standings, things that help people learn more..."
a great lost for a great platform..... i bet youthsays team work their ass for it like hell to make it work..... again youths mindset now days are losing their 'class' ......

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Just have to post this: OBAMA Combo Breaker

haha just something to share. the other day me, Raslan and Fadli went out together and having some sharing session and just cant wait one of the think that we discuss.... yup obama the combo breaker.... thou a lot of issue regarding Obama in Malaysia News paper about Malaysians and Obama but hell.... we just wish for greater nation and hopefully changes in our lovely world

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Woohoo Am Free

yup that's it... i finish all my test ..... thou still got few more assignment due this week and next week but hey... am free from test.... was having heavy dinner this 2 days.... and have a big crave for Nando's thou i have it with myis the other day. sigh wish me luck in haha and Fadli "paksa" me to vote for him as Top Host in William's blog so.... there


note for Fellani.... how come you ask us to vote you still "kalah" with aaron.....
p.s William sorry pinjam your picture up here

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Raya Frenzzy @ aTikah house

huhu the old board get together for Eid Mubarak celebration. Thanks to Atikah for the food and DUIT RAYA (CHI PAU) hahahh...

I love this one picture so much...... all off us Queue to get our duit raya.... so i will start to elaborate the picture.....

Yea Yea Duit raya
1. Izzy seek for forgiveness from Atikah (but look more like pretending to ask forgiveness)
2. yup she WAS happy for this moment... will see afterward.
3. this gurl... Joanne... see what in her hand? ang pau right... she was right behind me before this but... she cut Queue and try to get second round...
4. this time the "we don't care what it is.... we just stand here queue and smile..." they pose and smile while others preparing script

that's me kiss Atikah... she the gurl no the story no 3... she was right behind me....

Serious talk
in Facebook she claim it was $$$$ talk... but see her face.... more like disturb.......

Family picture 1
Family picture 2

Family picture 3

Makan free.... so am full :)

She reluctant to take picture with me

Simon ko a.k.a the VIP

Mrs and Mistress which one will he choose..... Fadli and Khailun in actionMrs and Mistress which will he choose..... Fadli and Khailun in action 2

Digi style Family picture
( but no worries we equally divided to maxis and celcom to)

Izzy (oit buat apa tu...rosak gambar) wif jo........

well for this picture .... things like this is normal for people who go around when for visit... depends on the 'kuih raya'.... honey corn flakes, famous amos, almond London, samprit, kuih tart.... first come first serve babeh..... i kantoi (caught red handed) hide famous amos look alike...
we have fun call few people and wish selamat hari raya to simon, kar teck and ariff... it was fun... anyway thanks for the outing guys ... miss you guys

Friday, October 10, 2008

hunting for cash... get paid even to fill in your profile :)

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You SMS, chat online, and talk to your friends and family.

What if you got rewarded for your say?

More than 15,000 young Malaysians and I have been active in this community and I thought you would want to check it out.

How does it work?
* Get paid when you take surveys, as it helps businesses and society serve you better.
* Meet like minds and influence others as you discuss your interests, current issues in the group discussions.
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* Help young Malaysians with their questions. Or ask one of your own!

It's actually quite addictive and you can earn money too. The last I checked, members have earned a total of RM 38,522. You have to see it for yourself!

besides it is not only open for malaysian.... check it out........

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Happy Birthday alish?

haha yup i turn one more year older than yesterday... in fact in few minute the celebration will end haha... anyway i would like to extend my gratitude to all no... to everybody who sent sms, phone calls and yup posting either in facebook or friendster + face to face so here is the list of the ppl (in ascending ETA of the wishes).... thanks thanks and thanks

Lee yee khai
Nurul and taufiq
wHy (And Email too)

Phone call
Nurul Taufiq

My third brother (Mahadzir)
June Tan
Yap Tsong shiuan
Yazrine (Mia cousin)
BJ Eng
Adeline Quek
Doria ( plus the msg on table and the forfeited birthday plan)
Lem yc
Tzu wei
Jeanne Du Plessis
Julie Kuan
Mr Zam of MAC
Warren Hallett
Michelle soong (mia twin sis)

Punck Irfan

Daniel (http://danielctw.com/)
Swei (http://sssswei.blogspot.com/)

Yup mum and dad + all bros

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Laksa Johor Ibu style recipe and done by me.....

Was Bragging in face book today, cooking laksa Johor for Breaking Fast... so I'm to rajin today will show you the step by step of it

1. prepare Bawang (onion), Lengkuas (Galangal), Serai (Lemon Grass) and Garlic

2. Put in food processor give em a bit of blitz, and pour into a pan, saute with some oil until brownish ... as the pix below....

3. While doing that boil together Prawn, Ikan Parang and ikan kembung in a pyrex...4. Remove the prawn shell and deboned the fish...
5. Make sure you cover it ... no house fly is allowed to rest in peace there....
6. Up close and personal debone ikan kembung
7. Pureed everything : the fish the Prawn, and dried shrimp (soak before hand)

8. Put in some curry powder, pureed thingy, and coconut milk

9. Give em a good Stir and wallah... the last things you need is Kelapa kerisik, and seasoning

10. after Seasoning and all
11. Prepare the Side's

12. And serve with love
p.s: add tamarind juice or asam keping according to your preference.... and to make it a little bit spicy, 1 table spoon of cili giling (blended dried chili) of ++

in the picture below is spegetti, the laksa johor sauce, sambal belacan, thai basil- selasih, daun kesom, tauge- bean sprout, timun-cucumber, slice of onion... and the next picture.... eat it with you own style

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Aspire - My Third LLDS with AIESEC UTM

Yup Long journey and so yup i went to my third LLDS but now as Faci (First year: Junior, second Year: EB) since am not a junior i have no comment on the camp. but today i would like to share some picture from Aspire

The Gate to reach for the star
People in the bus

Samurai War

Random moment
More Random moment

Group Picture

More Group Picture

Me with the pole

Joseph and allan my angel..... no am not cheating i dunno how i end with 2 of them.... sorry... i really put one name only :( huhuh they accused me putting in 2... but its okay)

Another group picture

Exchange simulation

Exchange simulation the my@IESEC.net board

Faci going down with .....

The Waiter pose

More group pix