Monday, July 26, 2010

Damn...

i am seriously tired..... because each time i wanted to rest i cant get enough of it....

a lot of thing went through my mind..
ibu tak sihat, my future seems shading semuanya sebab ayat ibu pagi tadi and i feel like all my plan was not going to be any part of me.... i keep calling my eldest brother to talk.. just to talk .. nothing in particular about my problem... am just sick and tired... i wish he was here.. with me.... siapa "he" tu.. well Daddy of course.. Kejam tak kalau aku suruh balik sini just to talk to me.....

felt like crying and i badly need hug...... i shouldn't think too much... i shouldn't hope too much...

i just wish i can talk to someone about this... just that this is my problem don't think i can trust anyone.... banyak masalah okay bukan bab plan n kerja je

(jump citer lain sat)
masa dapat msg FB dari Reen semalam tu pun aku dah terkejut dia suggest macam ni= ala jual je kek n cookies macam tu... (Aku tau berniaga tu memang idea yg bagus.... cuma aku ni yg problem..... nak kata inferiority complex... aku rasa semua tak setuju kot.... but i will consider it- itu bila fobia menjual makanan ni dah hilang.... eii fail betul bab letak harga ni pening)


bersambung balik dengan masalah sebelum suggestion Reen tu...
I should learn from dfy.... aku patut lenyap je... vapors into thin air.... dah lama plan nak tinggal kan FB memula haritu okay lah gak.. men game je.. sekali sekala tahan tahan terjoin juga conversation lastly i was suck into it.....

pastu seperti biasa... ada je new news... and gossip... and... it just tires me up.. pagi ni dapat schedule.. pelik .. apesal pulak aku dapat schedule... apakah sebenarnya???? sorrylah Imran n Zaini tak dapat che nak nolong

2 comments:

Imran Razali said...

Salam

Fasbir sobron jamilan (Sabarlah dengan kesabaran yang sangat baik/cantik)

So when is your timetable actually?

As for Tuesday, the class isn't too bad but trust me, we are going to be dead on Thursday... with more than 70 new students flocking over that particular section...

aLiSh said...

Wsalams

imran can we meet? today morning?
because i promise to come over and discuss with zaini as well i need you guidance on the time table.....