Tuesday, December 30, 2008

My Aphroditē dejavu

" Pahatkan nisan serangkum syair, Keluh pujangga kasih tak sampai"
This particular sentences was pick up from a long lost movie "Ali Setan". Which currently affecting my life.

Dejavu.... so what dejavu is....from what i understand it is an anomaly or an act of remembering the same situation happen previously in your life (Which trigger by something- well before this the person don't save it in he/r memory). but dejavu scientifically it is a delay of processing the event in your life. so it is some sort of disease... geh haha

come back to the sentence above.... it is literally explain as " writing a stanza of poetry on a tomb stone, the creative writer come to a sigh.... because love is not conveyed" i think so lah my vocab is so suck.....

so what make me write about this..... hurm i have to admit I'm a player but i never take it that way... my perception of love is a straight forward kind of love.... give and take... if my partner failed to change in the time frame i set earlier...then i would say goodbye.... it takes two to tango so does love.... you can't force your partner listen only to what you say, or to left his/her friend, or force them to call you lover but you never did to him/her, you can aspect they will understand you always.... so give and take is like a love bible to me..... i call you sayang so you will call me something too right.... or i understand you have all sort of friend because i do too, you love your ex, i have my favorite one too...... but the only thing i failed to understand is..."Busy" gawd.... guys if you use this excuse i will kill you.... yup so what dejavu had to do with my love story..... i always have ex become close friend or vice versa.... boy and rezza krishnn is the absolute cool bf but hey boy just got engage the other day... rezza probably with his boyfriend now..... and Mio is the one never realize but we know what happen to the story... but most of all i hate to admit this... there is a great guy (Which my mum love so much) name Kamarul... well after i rejected his love (because he ask me to marry him after just like 3 weeks know each other not couple okay because of the weewee dry huggies pampers from kajang i decide to end it) and i never get the 'one' that i want....., like a cheque bounce back..... really dejavu...... until i found Ramunia Poseidon.... but all this diversion of story is not what i want to share..... transparent is my second lovebible..... i belive that if you don't love someone anymore you should tell them, if you hate what they do you have to tell... it is now or never then regret and end up in a relationship which is to burdening for bothside... i really hope to find a guy who know the timing or all this.... i rather breakup knowing what when wrong, or break up because my boyfriend tell me he got some1 else..... rather then being in clueless position.... so what is my third love bible..... it would b understanding..... it is really important for me to understand my lover (yup schedule, foods,
what he love and hate) what you guys need to do just tell me all this and i will schedule myself when to bug you and all.............
love bible Aphrodite devaju to be continue......
next week

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